Kasane Teto (
doublesound) wrote in
digital_dive2012-03-21 04:27 am
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My name is Kasane Teto. Some of you may know me already, and even still, some of you may know me in a not-so-nice way. That's why I'm here.
For a long time, I was under the influence of a demon seal; wrath. Originally, the decision was both one I intentionally made, but also a life-or-death matter. I was damaged beyond repair, and Daemon came to me and offered to repair me, if I were to accept his help.
I won't deny that while it was a matter of being able to live, I also wanted the power he had to offer me. I was very ambitious, and wanted far more than I already had. I realize now it was stupid of me, and that there are better ways of being able to obtain what I want.
I only realized that I didn't want the power the seal gave to me shortly before I obtained the second level of it. I was forced to fight against my sister, and in the midst of that battle, I became enraged, and accepted the power offered to me once again of my own volition.
I recently became free of the seal, but in the process, someone very dear to a lot of people was "sacrificed". He's a friend of mine, as well, and I am very glad that he, too, is now back to normal.
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You all ... probably didn't want to hear my life story. I'm sorry. But the point here is that I want to apologize for everything I've done, both before and while I was under the influence of the seal. I feel awful for ... everything.
If I hadn't taken the power to begin with ... I might not be here right now. Maybe that would have been for the better, with everything that happened as a result of it ...
Once again, I'm very sorry. I know sorry isn't something that a lot of people can accept, but I promise, I will do whatever I can to make up for what I did.
[ THIS PART NOW LOCKED FROM HAKU ]
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Also, one of my cousins has been missing since all of us have come out of data freeze. If anybody sees or hears from Hatsune Miku, please inform me, or anybody else in our family. We make ourselves pretty obvious, so it shouldn't be hard to contact one of us ... if there is anything you take away from this, at least let it be this. There are people who really need to know that she is safe.
[ OKAY THE REST OF THIS IS UNLOCKED AGAIN. ]
Thank you in advance for listening, if you listened at all.
My name is Kasane Teto. Some of you may know me already, and even still, some of you may know me in a not-so-nice way. That's why I'm here.
For a long time, I was under the influence of a demon seal; wrath. Originally, the decision was both one I intentionally made, but also a life-or-death matter. I was damaged beyond repair, and Daemon came to me and offered to repair me, if I were to accept his help.
I won't deny that while it was a matter of being able to live, I also wanted the power he had to offer me. I was very ambitious, and wanted far more than I already had. I realize now it was stupid of me, and that there are better ways of being able to obtain what I want.
I only realized that I didn't want the power the seal gave to me shortly before I obtained the second level of it. I was forced to fight against my sister, and in the midst of that battle, I became enraged, and accepted the power offered to me once again of my own volition.
I recently became free of the seal, but in the process, someone very dear to a lot of people was "sacrificed". He's a friend of mine, as well, and I am very glad that he, too, is now back to normal.
...
You all ... probably didn't want to hear my life story. I'm sorry. But the point here is that I want to apologize for everything I've done, both before and while I was under the influence of the seal. I feel awful for ... everything.
If I hadn't taken the power to begin with ... I might not be here right now. Maybe that would have been for the better, with everything that happened as a result of it ...
Once again, I'm very sorry. I know sorry isn't something that a lot of people can accept, but I promise, I will do whatever I can to make up for what I did.
[ THIS PART NOW LOCKED FROM HAKU ]
...
Also, one of my cousins has been missing since all of us have come out of data freeze. If anybody sees or hears from Hatsune Miku, please inform me, or anybody else in our family. We make ourselves pretty obvious, so it shouldn't be hard to contact one of us ... if there is anything you take away from this, at least let it be this. There are people who really need to know that she is safe.
[ OKAY THE REST OF THIS IS UNLOCKED AGAIN. ]
Thank you in advance for listening, if you listened at all.

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It's not sad. No one can tell you not to feel something, Teto-chan. I'm angry with him, too, but I don't want to see him arrested. And really? I don't think Haku does either. She didn't even bother to lock that post away from Dell. In some way I think that was a warning to him...
I had the same problem with Angel.
If you come by the apartment before I leave for work I can show you.
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Mn ... Haku-san is a good sister. I hope Dell-kun realizes what he's losing and shapes up, really ... I think he can do it, if he really tries. I'm working at reforming myself, too, after all ...
Sure, I'll be there.
... ah, could I ... come to work with you? I want to see what my Rii-chan has been doing, if that's okay.
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He can, but Haku's forgiveness is going to be very difficult to win back. Yagami-san was the one directly affected by Honne's actions, but in the end it was Haku's heart that was broken by knowing her brother could even do such a thing. That will take time and a force greater than all of us to mend. And for that, I feel sorry for -him-, for losing the love of some one who continued to believe in him even when he didn't believe in himself.
I would love for you to come see the club. I think you'll like it a lot.
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I still want to believe in Dell-kun. I know he loves Haku-san and I both enough that he will do whatever it takes to make sure he can make a change for the better.
... I just hope my belief in him isn't taken for granted. If it were ... I don't know how I would handle it.
I'll come with you to the club, then. Maybe I can meet Tei-chan, too! I haven't met Tei-chan yet.
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I really hope you're right about Honne, though. We can all see how much this is breaking Haku's heart...
Oh, that's right, you haven't. I'm sure she'd love to meet you.
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