[anonymous] [text]

[cure_moonlight]

What do you do when...

Hn.

How do I put this...

No matter how hard you keep trying, everything turns out the wrong way?

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[darkmagicalgirl]

I know this is very easy to say, but I know how you must feel... there was once a time, where everything I tried for the sake of another person earned the same result...

... It wasn't until I let someone else into my life that I started to see it differently.

[anonymous] [text]

[cure_moonlight]

There are other people.

They have helped me a lot.

But this cycle continues in spite of that.

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[darkmagicalgirl]

Then what Vivio said applies here, as well. We can't help you unless you open up. Step into the light.

You're making yourself take on this burden alone, regardless of the people you say you have supporting you.

I can tell you right now, hiding from them and us won't get you anywhere.

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[cure_moonlight]

There is a limit to what I can do in the light, I'm afraid.

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[darkmagicalgirl]

And what can you do like this?

Be honest with us, please. This is nothing more than cowardice.

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[cure_moonlight]

Hn.

It is not my own choice to make.

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[darkmagicalgirl]

Is there something besides yourself keeping you from doing this?

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[cure_moonlight]

That would seem to be implied in "not my own choice," would it not?

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[darkmagicalgirl]

Would saying anything without anonymity have any consequences other than peace of mind, or do you have something tangible to lose?

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[cure_moonlight]

That's really more than I'm even permitted to say.

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[darkmagicalgirl]

I see.

Well, there's only so much I can say to aid you. But... don't be defeatist. As long as you're alive, you have the potential to change things.